if i could i would shrink myself, sink through your skin to your blood cells...



remove whatever makes you hurt but i am too weak to be your cure...





Hey, I'm Tara. I live in Oakmont, PA and lead a relatively boring life of going to school most days. However, I also like to have a lot of fun, doing crazy things with my friends, and going to a lot of local shows. If you want to know any thing else, my screen name is taradoesntknow.

   


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Dec 18, 2003
this time make it count

whoa...new punchline cd is the awesomest thing i've ever heard.  their new ecard was up on the website for about 20 minutes last night and luckily i managed to get it...unfortunately it's not working now but i'll try again later.  the song battle scars is so amazing. 
tuesday night was yellowcard.  it was a lot of fun.  i didn't like maxeen that much, but acceptance and matchbook romance were awesome, as was yellowcard.  i wish i could have stayed for the end of yellowcard, but i got to hear ocean avenue and #5, so it was good.

my computer's being stupid, so i'll finish this later...

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Dec 13, 2003
i sit here clutching useless lists and keys for doors than don't exist

ok, so i'm doing exactly what matt was talking about last night...writing in my online journal and checking out people's friendster and myspace profiles...sheesh, who needs to party when you can be doing this?
last night was a lot of fun...i hadn't seen clearview since nov 1 and even though i just saw sf a few weeks ago it's always good to see them.  almost cool and runner up were good too and the guy from thought deposit remembered us from angels.  matt and rishi were throwing tp all over the place...it was crazy. 
i'm really bored right now...i need to go work on college essays
i can't wait for tuesday and yellowcard.  that'll be awesome

oh yeah, and how about what matt told us last night...thrice and thursday are coming with deftones in jan or feb!  that'll be so awesome

this was a really pointless post that didn't make a lot of sense...i think it's the cold medicine i took...

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Dec 10, 2003
i don't care what set of wheels i steal to get there



take it

i'm in study hall now and i'm very bored...so i took this quiz...it was kind of stupid but i'm really bored...and sick...ew...

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Dec 9, 2003
to my surprise i open up my eyes and i...

hear your voice and i hear your lies but i still want to be the one you dream about when you're lying in bed and you scream and shout that i should have been the one that was there and you should have been the one that cared, but guess it's too late and we're on bad terms but i've got to admit that it still...
woooo, BINGO!!!!
i'm really bored...anyone reading this right now is probably really bored too because this is a boring thing to read...except for the beginning...who could be bored during bingo???
ow, my throat hurts.  i think i'm sick.  i think i should stay home from school tomorrow.  i think i should stay home the rest of the week.  the rest of the year... :)

i hope best buy gets more shower cd players in soon...they're so awesome it's not even humorous...

i'm going to go now because i think my computer is plotting against me...the enter button is seriously acting up

if i had the force i'd use it to give you a kiss, but that's not what it's for and i know Yoda would be pissed...

sheesh, i'm not even making sense to myself anymore...i need sleep...it's only 10 :D

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Dec 7, 2003
my mind fights with the sparkles in the corner of my eyes

meh, this is going to be a weird update because i'm in a weird mood...

man, you wish you could look this hot while playing patty cake...


so i'm really thinking that i left gracie's cup in the basement and they have no idea where it is because she brought in her other cup today...sheesh, i hope they find it
i found this cool light in my basement...it's like little and stuff but it's really bright and it runs on batteries and it has velcro...it's really awesome
sooo, i was supposed to write like five college essays today and how many did i get done...?  ZERO
i can't even be like it doesn't matter, at least i have pitt, anymore because two of them that i have to write are for the full scholarship to pitt so yeah...
and i have to do chem...






i'm dropping out of school

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all i know is i'm unknown by these things i cannot say

i haven't written in a really long time.  i decided to just do it though because i was beginning to feel like the dead horse that stacy was running over with a monster truck...sheesh.  (haha, jk...not! :) )  ok, so, what did i do this week...monday through friday i had school, ew.  but actually i kind of didn't have it on thursday because we went on a field trip and then friday was mrs pizon's last day so we had a party and played pit :-D very fun...then friday night i was supposed to go to the rx bandits show but the snow was so bad that i couldn't so i babysat the dino instead.  i feel bad i didn't go to the show because i was suppposed to flyer, but i probably wouldn't have been able to stay long enough to flyer anyways because my mom was going to call me and come get us when the roads got really bad and they got bad pretty fast.  i didn't really do anything today...i finished sorting out our tapes and labeling them plus i cleaned and vacuumed by room...yay. lots of fun :(  i should probably go to bed soon since i hae to get up and work tomorrow morning...woo dino
oh yeah, i just remembered something...after many hours of searching and bothering many workers at best buy, sam goody, hot topic, media play...the list goes on, i finally found the santa cause cd at barnes and noble.  the lady at the counter must have thought i was crazy because i was smiling so huge when i bought it....but i don't care it was so worth the seemingly endless searching because the cd is awesome...i understand now why it's sold out everywhere


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Nov 30, 2003
can i be this honest?

wow, it's been a while since i updated.  i hope everyone had a good thanksgiving.  mine was pretty good.  friday was the charleroi show.  it was awesome.  punchline, awij, sf, greg wood, and almost cool.  it was a lot of fun and at the show we found out that punchline was also playing at fob/ltj the next day, but then on saturday i found out that it was sold out...that really sucked.  we went down thinking we could get in somehow, but they really were completely sold out.  so i came home and tried to order the stuff i wanted off the fbr site but my aunt's credit card was weird so i couldn't do it.  but today i used my grandma's card and i ordered the ltj/rufio/yellowcard/falloutboy/punchline tour cd and the punchline poster in a tube so it won't be folded.  i was thinking about ordering the brand nizzle shirt instead, but i decided to wait since fbr's having a sale and today's the last day.  i'll order that shirt later.  i want the "BRAND NEW WANTS to die just as much as YOU want them DEAD" shirt but it's completely sold out and i don't think they'll have it again.  that sucks, it was a cool shirt.  i can't stop listening to the self titled punchline cd.  it's awesome and even though i've had it for so long i just never really listened to anything other than much more and bingo.  i don't know why.  i should probably stop rambling now before whoever's reading this falls asleep. bye

PS:  go to this show!

Friday December 12th, 6:30pm
@ The Upstage (3609 Forbes Ave. Below Club Laga)
Almost Cool
Runner-Up
SF Firehydrant
Thought Deposit
Clearview
$6/$8 at the door

also, i think stacy is dead.  this is sad...i was going to tell her about my adventures with the dinosaur this morning and i had to ask her something...


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Nov 25, 2003
still the second hand will catch us like it always does

WOOO!!! FUN WEEKEND...ha, kind of.  friday we went to light up night and that was pretty fun...anne and i bought underwear.  then on saturday we had westinghouse and it was actually pretty interesting.  saturday night was oakmont's light up night and it was pretty lame until stacy and i got the idea to ditch light up night and drive to the awij show in trafford.  we tried getting directions from our english teacher and while he did mangage to get us to the general area, he basically sent us into some monroville national park with weird guardrails that like to hit my car...oops.  but then we went to a sunoco and this girl there told us how to get to club angels...we made it just in time to see most of awij's set plus we stuck around for thought deposit.  they were pretty good.  we didn't stay for almost cool, but we'll be seeing them on friday and we had to get back because we were supposedly at "walmart", or at least that's what we told our parents.  sunday at work was crazy...there were like 10 kids and only three adults...it was kind of fun though....i'd say two words sum up this whole weekend...What bridge?

paval


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Nov 21, 2003
you could slit my throat and with my last gasping breath i'd apoligize for bleeding on your shirt

wow, stacy is so messed up.  i can't believe she likes him again.  besides being like 15 years older than her, he's ugly and thinks she's crazy because she's shown up at his house before.  yeah...it's so wrong.  i could go into more details about why it's wrong but that would probably give away his identity. 
i'm in study hall right now and i'm so bored.  stacy's over there doing something, but she told me to go read what she wrote so i decided to update my thing while i'm here.  school sucks, i'm so glad it's friday and next week we only have three days.  i really miss going to shows, it's only been like two weeks, but seriously, that is the only thing that breaks up the monotony of my life and school.  i wish i could go to the show tonight in charleroi, but i don't have a ride and i don't think i'm allowed anyways...oh yeah, donald sent me an email telling me to promote it, so here i go  (sorry for such short notice)

Friday, November 21st - Charleroi VFW, 6PM ($6/$8)
The SpacePimps
Greg Wood (formerly of West Beverly)
Second Before the Crash
Summer Aura
Playd Out
Clearview

GO TO THIS SHOW IT WILL BE SO AWESOME!!!!!!! 

this sucks, i would so much rather go to this show than to light up night...i'm sure i'll fun because i'm with my friends, but seriously, what's fun about going and watching lights and stuff?  i could be watching clearview instead...what sucks even more is that i can't go see them tomorrow night either, so i have no idea when i'll see them next....the shows in my life are really starting to dwindle down to a bare minimum...i better be able to go to both next weekend...that would be fun at least
thirteen minutes left of study hall...then to chem
kill me now

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Nov 17, 2003
in the shadow of the new york skyline we grew up too fast, falling apart like the ashes of american flags

ha, fun weekend...actually, i have no recolection of what i did friday night, but saturday was fun.  after an insanely boring westinghouse lecture (i spent the whole time drawing pictures and writing notes and lyrics...), we went to anne's house with the intentions to watch a few movies.  we actually did watch identity first and it was really good, i liked it.  then, we took my car home so i could stay past 11 and on the way back to anne's we stopped at leighann's grandma's house...of course anne and leighann had the crazy idea to get a chainsaw out of the basement, but luckily they were too scared to do....i can just see the "oops" now...so we went back to the house chainsaw-less and parked the car on twelfth st. and went through the cemetary.  then we snuck through the bushes and leighann, with an apron over her head, jumped into the window trying to scare anne's sister and her friends...it wasn't that successful.  plan b...they went back in pretending i ran away while meanwhile i was in the basement...i turned all the power to the house off with that fuse box thing and we got them there.  i feel kind of bad though, they said devon was almost crying...but i turned the power back on and we went upstairs and watched part of final destination 2 and then wrong turn.  wrong turn is one of the most messed up movies ever made...the inbreeds look like orcs and dont' even speak english...i think it was supposed to be scary, but i was laughing the whole time...it wasn't a bad movie though.  i finally went home around one and went to bed since i had to get up to work sunday morning.  this weekend should be interesting...we're going to the tree massacre downtown...otherwise known as light up night.  i've never been, should be...something, hopefully fun.

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